* This post originally appeared on That Reformed Blog.
As far as I can tell, God is a being of few words. God
speaks to people on a need-to-know basis and doesn’t seem interested in
providing all the details to us humans when God leads us somewhere. Jesus was
notorious for saying simply “Follow me.” I’m
guessing that Jesus himself didn’t get a lot of detail when God told him to
head into Jerusalem. I think God has always been this way.
When God told Abram to leave Haran and head toward Canaan,
there were precious few details. The first sentence in Genesis chapter 12 pretty
much sums it up: The Lord said to Abram,
“Leave your country, your people and your father’s household and go to the land
I will show you.”
God promised that He would make Abram a blessing to all of
the people on earth, but God didn’t really provide any further details. And apparently Abram wasn’t the kind of guy
to worry about such things, because verse 4 simply says, “So Abram left, as the Lord had told him.”
Of course, we all know the rest of the story. Abram went where
God led, grew old, had his name changed to Abraham, had a couple of kids,
became the patriarch of three of the world’s great religions (Islam, Judaism
and Christianity), yada, yada, yada.
So here’s the thing. Would you have packed up and left, if you
were in Abram’s shoes?
Obedient faith isn’t as easy as it sounds. And I’m sure all
Abram’s neighbors thought he’d lost his mind.
In Matthew 19 and in Mark 10, we find the story of a rich
young man who really wants to be seen as obedient and faithful. He asks Jesus
what he has to do to gain eternal life. Jesus of course tells him to obey all the
commandments, and the young guy proudly states that he has always done that,
since he was a child. Then Jesus tells him, “Sell
everything you own and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven.
Then come, follow me.”
That particular young man couldn’t bring himself to do that.
He couldn’t leave everything behind and go where God was leading.
So again, I ask: Would you have sold everything you own and
followed Jesus, if you were in this young man’s shoes?
Obedient faith is appealing on some level, but downright
terrifying on another.
For the past six months or so, my husband and I kept getting
the feeling that we were being called by God to make a huge change in our
lifestyle. The “sell everything you own
and follow me” verse kept popping up whenever either of us read the Bible,
spoke with other people, or even watched TV. It was getting kind of annoying,
to be honest. I felt like I was being hit over the head with a 2 x 4.
So we did it.
In truth, we didn’t sell everything we owned.
We gave it
away.
And actually, we did keep a few things – books, some clothes,
pots and pans, family photos, our bedroom furniture. But at the end of May, we gave away
about 75% of our possessions, put our house up for sale and moved from
Scottsdale, to a tiny rural town in southeastern Arizona called Sonoita. When I
say tiny and rural, I mean it’s really a spot where two roads happen to cross,
halfway between Tucson and the border of Mexico. There are more cows than
people here.
God told us to move here and operate The Oasis Renewal Center, a small Christian retreat center. There really is no other way to
explain it! God didn’t give Abram any details, and God didn’t give us any
either, other than telling us to go.
My husband says it’s like the difference between Mapquest
and GPS. With Mapquest you can see your entire route from point A to point B before
you even leave, with all of the
minuscule details of the trip highlighted. Some of those details crack me up: Turn left out of your driveway and proceed
to the corner of your street, before taking a right on Main Street. Really?
God operates more like GPS. With GPS you don’t get the
complete picture ahead of time. All you get is a disembodied voice that
suddenly says, “In 500 feet, turn left.”
That might be helpful if I knew how far 500 feet actually was. Inevitably, the
next thing I hear is “Recalculating. Make
a U-turn, then turn right in 100 feet.”
I have to say that on one level, being obedient and faithful
and going where God is leading has been enormously gratifying and very freeing.
I love the view of the surrounding mountains, the stunning sunsets, the
hummingbird that nests by our front door, and the complete and utter lack of
traffic. God is present here, and I am constantly amazed at how clearly I can
hear the Holy Spirit speak in the silence of our back patio. We have been given
the opportunity to welcome people into our home and allow them the chance to
relax and connect with God. It is both
very humbling and an honor at the same time.
On another level it has been downright terrifying, and a
true test of patience. The house we live in now has no closets, and is much smaller than our old house. The monsoon rains arrived with a vengeance, soaking all the boxes we had
temporarily stored in our garage. Apparently the rain affects satellite
internet transmission, so our internet coverage is sporadic, at best. I still can’t find my hairbrush, and I’m not
sure if it got packed or given away. And lots of people we left behind in Scottsdale
think we lost our minds.
Nevertheless, we clearly heard God telling us to move to
Sonoita and open a retreat center. And so far, we have not heard, “Recalculating. Make a U-turn…”
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